Unless you are strong, you can't protect anything. You said you wanted someone to kill you. I shall grant you your wish. I'm gonna kill him. I see. I'd like to see you try. He has experienced love. But it makes his past self suffer. On top of that…
Like Yuzuriha-san said, If what motives him is a deception as well… That's… That's simply too sad. Brother! Enough. Stop thinking. This really sucks.